April 26

 Boo and I ended long ago but I am the happiest I ever been. I met Collin, my cupcake. No secrets, no lies, no holding back my lovey side, no thinking 'What if he doesn't love me'. He shows me time and times again that he loves me. He smiles so bright at me and sometimes he hugs me like he is scared if he lets go that I won't be there.
  He told me about his painful past and he burst out crying too. I wrapped my arms around him letting him know I'm here and its okay to cry in front of him.
  He hate his feet because he has web toes. But I think its cute but that is because I think all his little faults are cute.
I hugged attacked him with kisses. I figured out he wanted to kiss me more if I teased his lips and stopped kissing him. He knows I was teasing him because I smirk at him. He became awesome at kissing as result I started to moan in his kisses. He figured out that I like getting dominated, for I told him. I am just like a puppy, his akachan puppy.
We are cheesy all the time. I'm so happy!
What makes me truely happy that no guy ever did for me... he opened his arms and let me in his life. He showed me off to his friends and family. He invited me to the food places that he was going to meet up with his friends. I got to go to his birthday party. He even said when he turn 24 he doesn't mind if I lived with him. He invited me to a comedine thing he got tickets for. Those future plans ease my worry heart and it shows he truely loves me with all his heart that he wants me in his life.
Collin wants to protect me with his own free will from the truly harmful reality of life. He would risk many things for me.
He said I brought back his real smile... I know that is true. And I intend to keep a smile on his face for I love him.
He says trust him. But I already do because I already intrusted my heart to him and I intrust everything I could intrust to him. Although it doesn't mean I can't agrue about it.
I love he and he loves I. I can't wait for our future together. I can't want for the time I finally get to wake up by him every morning.